Unexpected.

Unexpected, out of the blue.

Silent prayers were washed away by spoken words.

From the sidelines an onlooker in my own life

I am angry.

I understand.

Sometimes that which makes no sense, is truly the only path to take.

I wish I had said the unreasonable

I wish I had pushed the door instead of waiting for the window to open

If you had more faith

or we more strength

I am angry.

I understand.

I wish I didn't.